我知道了...对不起

哇..
好久没有动博客了...
哈哈...
我真笨!!
直到现在我才真正的知道你有多么的爱我...
为什么你要那么的爱我?
我人那么的衰...
也许这是真爱吧...
我看了你的博客..我不懂该怎么说..我第一时间想到的也只是对不起..
可是我想了想...为什么你当时对我那么的冷淡我还那么的爱你呢?
也许我放不下你我不想我的世界永远的失去你...
我不想是这样..我想改变...
我每天都打给你...你对我说话还是那么的冷淡..
我心灰了..碎了..
痛过了...
直到最近你才告诉我事实...
我都呆了...想不到东西了...
只想到我爱你!!
我想对你说"没有你的日子我很痛苦,现在我该怎么办?"
我想都不想就捉紧了你...
我现在想对你说的是"我爱你!!我们永远不要分开好不好?"
希望你能答应我...

really is missing you!!

i have not seen you for a long time...
do u understand how i miss you?
when i can see you again?
next week?
i olso can not wait for a week...
i would like to see you soon...
last time you come looking for me at sunway i still blur blur...
dun no what can i do...
now imagine i will meet with you...
now i hope you give me a surprise can?

hehe...always no nit to sleep...
today dint sleep olso...
i fell tired already...
but i dunwan to sleep...
because i waiting for one people message...
maybe today her will message...
but now already 3am lo...
i think her already sleep...
but never mind...
i just wait only...hehe...
haiz...today i fell illness already...
because eat wrong thing lo...T.T
never mind olso...hehe
haiz...now i very hungry...
if now got people cooking thing to me eat i very happy lurr...
haiz...but dint have...very sad lurr...
i go cook myself...
haha...
bye olso...
yummy...

yesterday i dint sleep olso...
i 6.30am go out already...
hehe...
i got find my friends...
then we at PX cc play jor 3 house...
around 10am we go nick house...
hehe^^
today so happy...
because got something make me very happy...
but cant tell you all...
because this is a secret...
haha...
and now i very tired ar...
why i yesterday dint sleep????
regret why i yesterday dunwan sleep le...
T.T
then now i go to sleep lo...haha
bye lo...

haiz...
two day dint write blog already...
because yesterday i at my kai gor house sleep...
so dint back home...
so cant write blog...
so i dint blog...
so i very sad...
hehe^^
yesterday cant sleep...
haiz...
because very hot lo...
lolz
hate it!!!!!!
but yesterday olso got some happy thing geh...
hehe...cant tell you all...
wakakaz
then i nothing can say already...
so i finnish now...
bye bye...
wakakaz

now i at cc...
cc name is goalnet...
so boring...
so i write this blog...
hehe...
today i olso sleep until 4pm only wake up...
so dint go to school olso...
today olso very boring...
because dint go out and and less sms...
dint play computer olso...
today no people find me sms...
boring like shit lo...
until 8pm...
i go eat...
then come jor this cc...
play maple story...
BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but no idea...
haiz..just can be a feed boy today...
tomorrow i must go to school...
hehe^^
i finnish writing this blog i wan go eat again...
be a pig...haha
haiz...

yesterday is dinner...
so today i sleep until 4pm wake up...
today so boring ones la...
nothing can do...
5pm i arrive basketball court already...
play until 5.30pm i go to school find my friend...
but them all at ss15...sad lo...
then after i go back basketball court...
see them play game...[mean basketball]
7pm i back home already...